Call Me Caryn
Sh*ts Real …
Sometimes I Feel So Alone … Even When There’s People In The Room … I Don’t Know If It’s Normal But I Been Feeling Like This Ever Since I Been Back At School … Like I Can Put A Smile On Like I’m Happy But Deep Down I Want To Burst Out In Tears … I Thought Goin’ Back To VA I Would Have Stuff To Look Forward To … But Boy Was I Wrong … Once I Settled In Stress Kicked In And Random Thoughts Did Too … Socially/Relationship (If I Want To Call It That Which I Doubt) I’m Afraid To Open Up So I Guess It’s Slowly Slippin’ Away … Cause Like Everybody I Don’t Want To Get Hurt And I Don’t Wanna Put The Effort Into Somebody Who Doesn’t Put The Effort Into Me … *Sigh* … I Guess This Is The Type Of Stuff I Should Tell My Friends But I Don’t Know I’ll Just Keep It In For Now … All I Wanna Do Is Be Truly Happy … Is That Askin For To Much?
